I found out I have 2,200 airline miles to use by June. Not enough to take the family anywhere, but I'm thinking I should treat myself and find a place with a reverse glory hole (or maybe a place with a lot of glory holes), where I could go visit for a couple of days and just take as much cock as possible.… 阅读更多内容

It's difficult where I live to find men who want a bearded, submissive, cum slut sissy fag. I've spent hours on Grindr and Sniffies trying to find a man, and no luck. What usually happens is after being online for 5-6 hours trying to find a cock to suck or someone to pound my ass, someone finally messages me as I'm getting offline since my family is coming home. Then they think I'm playing games. And I have been trying for years to find someone willing to let me record them using my mouth. I want to be able to watch it back and see what a sissy whore I am. I really want to find someone wh… 阅读更多内容

Would it be bad if I posted a link to an Amazon wishlist? I purged a lot of my toys and clothes awhile ago because my wife started going through things. I'm trying to buy new things (so I don't just take videos of the same few toys and outfit), but that shit gets expensive, and hard, when sharing an account with her. So I'm just wondering what people's thoughts are? Would it be OK for me to do, even if I know the chance that anyone would buy anything is going to be like less than 1%, or is it something I just shouldn't do at all? I know I'm not feminine (especially with my beard), but I wou… 阅读更多内容

Would it be bad if I posted a link to an Amazon wishlist? I purged a lot of my toys and clothes awhile ago because my wife started going through things. I'm trying to buy new things (so I don't just take videos of the same few toys and outfit), but that shit gets expensive, and hard, when sharing an account with her. So I'm just wondering what people's thoughts are? Would it be OK for me to do, even if I know the chance that anyone would buy anything is going to be like less than 1%, or is it something I just shouldn't do at all? I know I'm not feminine (especially with my beard), but I wou… 阅读更多内容

I've been watching sissy/gay hypno training videos for years. Every day, sometimes hours a day, I watch videos telling me I'm a cum slut, a whore,. That I'm not straight, I'm a fag. That I'm not gay (gay men deserve respect), and the only thing I deserve is cum down my thrioat. I've played with my toys while my wife was home, but today was the first time I took it to another level. I'm tired of just 'wondering' what it'd be like to be a true sissy cum slut fag. So she told me she was taking a nap. I got on grnidr and some guy messaged me. After making sure she was asleep in our bed, I opened… 阅读更多内容

So last year, I reached out to PlannedParenthood and started taking estrogen. I took them for about 3-4 months, but then stopped. I didn't have to take a T-blocker as I've been on testosterone injections for over a decade due to "premature testicular failure". After 3 months, I did notice some changes. I no longer had morning wood, my nipples were more sensiive, my skin got dry so much quicker, and my breasts started to hurt a bit (I'm guessing from the start of growth). However, my family didn't, and still doesn't, know that I was taking E injections. I know my wife would not like it, and… 阅读更多内容

So, first, my wife doesn't touch me, doesn't make me feel wanted, and when I first started posting videos, it was to see if maybe someone liked it. But everytime I upload a new video, I get guys who comment or message me, and it makes me feel wanted again. I need to feel wanted/needed, and if my wife won't do it, I'm ready to do anything on video that I can to make men happy. I was planning on buying some new toys and maybe an outfit or two and making more videos. I like the attention I get from men on here (or the ones who text me, even though they've stopped). Unfortnately, my wife got la… 阅读更多内容

I want/need men and women to verbally degrade me daily. To message me and tell me what a worthless white boy dick I have. How it's limp and that's why my wife no longer touches me. How I will never feel the inside of a pussy ever again. Remind me that my only purpose in life is to serve with my mouth and ass. That I'm worthless and useless unless I'm being used. If I want purpose in life, I need to be a toliet and puching bag to women, and a cocksleeve for men. Every night I listen to femdom/sissy audio while I sleep. Music and mantras that reinforce that I'm a sissy ****** with a limp di… 阅读更多内容

Growing up, my dad was not the best dad, by a mile. Especially when he drank. I ended up moving out of state the day I turned 18 because I was afraid I'd fight him and go to jail. Since then, he's sobered up and we have a better relationship, but I still crave that love or just feeling of him being proud of me. I've realized this is why I want to be a slave to men, I want men to use my body so that when they're done, they'll tell me good boy/girl/cum rag. I want to make daddies happy by being useful. I want daddies who will tie me up and let uncles and friends come over and use my body until… 阅读更多内容

I'm wondering if I should keep making videos of me using my toys, or if there's other scenarios or things anyone would want to see? When I first recorded the vids, it was so I could go back and look at it. I uploaded them so I'd have a place to store them where my wife wouldn't see them, and I never expected that men would enjoy them, so I'd like to make more that everyone wants. Just message me and let me know. I'll try my best, but it may take awhile, I can only film when I'm home alone (unless you want a quiet video).… 阅读更多内容

I thought my wife found out about the videos as she also found my toy collection. She told me she found the toys and found something else out as well. Turns out it was just my lingerie. What sucks though is now I have no toys. So it'll be awhile before I can make new videos fucking and spreading my ass like the cock hole that I am.… 阅读更多内容

I watch sissy and fag hypnosis porn daily, as well as forced bi/gay Femdom porn. I jack off telling myself I'm a sissy ****** with a limp dick who will never fuck a woman again. However, that's not enough because I chicken out at times when it comes to seeing a guy in person. I need help to rid myself of any straightness and become the sissy fag cum rag that I am. In my video called "Help me become a true cock whore..." I give you my cell number so you can text me (I won't answer calls). I want men, and women, to text me regularly telling me what a stupid, limp dick, sissy ****** cum dump… 阅读更多内容